(sigh)

well i i havent blogged in quite awhile and im sorry for that but ya, lifes been busy.......and tiring i thought i was finally starting to feel better about this whole this when i started to find my new friendly giant who just happens to lik me back but now liking him just makes me realize how much more i love the other one:/ and now im convinced i must just be friends with my new one cuz its not fair at all to him to say i like him and date him if all i think about is the other one. idk how im gonna tell him its quite a hard decision (sigh) i ll figure it out