Ok well to start off I'm sick and it's reay quite horrible and I had to hike bigountain today it was bittersweet but when I got back to school I was told that one of my friends mom might have cancer and it really worried me ibfeel so bad I'm about to cry again right now it's really horrible but god chose her because he knows she's strong enough to get through it Anderson and Sadie were talking about how strong shell be afterwards. I read Sadie blog earlier and I tested up then like 5 minutes late I just started crying my eyes out it was really horrible I have no idea what happens I think that Sadie blog opened my eyes I ha a really down day and she made me realize I have nothing in my life to be sad about so after that I felt like I need to tell everyone how I feel so I texted miranda telling her I'd be right by her side and I texted Benjamin telling him how much I miss him him and that I can barely stand it here without him and I texted Sadie telling her how much I love her I also texted Tristin telling him sorry for how mean I am to him them I told my mom I love her and lastly I texted Colten and sent him a farely short but very meaningful
message telling him how much he meant to me now I know what you're think well it's just a text it doesn't mean much but I truly meant everything I said with all my heart. Tonight I used a butt load of tissues and I don't regret a single thing tonight I feel I don't know different for the better anyway rambling on and I'm sorry this wasn't all that deep Sadie u tried butt quote for the night is
why do we close our eyes when we pray dream cry or kiss because we know that we cannot see the most beautiful things, we feel them with our heart<3 goodnight all I love you oh and I think I may be addicted to hugs Colten told me that that's not good hAha gotta live hi
Tavia, I love the quote, because I had never thought about any of that. And it's quite funny because I know what you mean when you say that you have nothing to be sad about. I really don't. And its sad that it takes something bad like this for me to actually realize things like this. It was and is a true eye opener. And i know what you mean, a text can mean a whole lot more than what it's cracked up to be. Like you made me smile when you just texted me that you loved me. It was really just what i needed. i love you. talk to you later.:) <3
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