ok so the thing is i was told that im letting certain relationships fade. As in people in my life are growing apart from each other and myself and i feel like i must stop it. Well i want to stop it too because i cherish the certain people in my life. And i REALLY mean it.(not to mock you sadie i just want you to know im totally serious.) The people in my life mean everything to me because i wouldnt be who i am without them. i was also told that ever since i got a boyfriend thats what has been the reason. I feel horrible about the whole thing, but i dont think people realize hes a person too and hes one of those people in my life who make me who i am. SO just as i love to be with all of.you i also love to be with him and i really hope being with him doesnt cause other relationship to be lost of forgotten. I couldnt handle losing anyone in my life. If any of you reading feel like you and i are fading please PLEASE tell so i can glue us back together :) i love you all
Haha...oh Tavia, it's definitely not colten, and the people that say that are not being fair to you at all because you know how to make everything even out. LIke you know when to talk about him and when to focus on friends. And it's weird because I feel like you can read my mind, but you can't, and i just sometimes forget to make it a point that I really love you, and I want to talk to you. And i hate it when I don't get to.:( OK, so you are right, we need to make plans. So i know this is far away, but you know how we don't have school on the 18th, we could do something then if we don't end up getting together between now and then.:) And so yeah...i love you.:)
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ReplyDeleteYes.:) it doesn't matter when to me. we could come to my house, or try and think or something to go do. It's hard to do that though...haha...So whatever really works!:) I am excited!:)
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