Friday, December 23, 2011

scared worried & wondering

i dont know whats going on right now its christmas time and everyone is the least bit jolly. i hate it i want a happy christmas where everyone is smiling and hugging where everyone has a warm heart. but thats just a fantasy at the moment. My boyfriend and i arent on the best of terms and i had someone just say sorry on facebook and when i asked y all they said was ull see....:(. im soo scared i dont even know whats going on. and my other friend is having boyfriend issues which makes them both sad. the worst story yet is my dear sadie's. my heart aches for her and her family i wish i could say i have empathy for her but i cant because i've never gone through this so all i can say is i feel so terrible about the whole thing. i want her to know they are in my prayers. i also miss my best friend.......a whole lot. i just hope things clear up by time christmas comes around and that everyone can have a good day :/

7 comments:

  1. Thanks Tav. and now I'm scared for you too. and i'm sorry about your boyfriend troubles. I didn't know. Sorry, and you can text me whenever and talk about it, I am always here, and you know that, just don't be afraid to text me and tell me even when I don't text you first, because I sometimes suck at being there for people when they most need it. and I hope things with them get better, but sometimes it's hard when ones not willing to work at things. (I'm talking about you-know-you, just so you know) and so thanks again for your prayers, sympathy, and kindness towards me and my family. And if you wanted to do anything, you could friend my cousin on Fb and tell her that you are praying for her. She would really appreciate it I know. But you definitely don't have to. She just doesn't know all the details about the whole situation, because she can't handle that at this point in the situation. But thank you so very much, and I hope everyone gets better. And especially in time for Christmas. That would be a miracle. but have hope my dear. <3

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  2. Opps! I mean when I said (you-know-who), NOT you. Sorry.

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  3. ohhh sadie haha i love you and id love to befriend your cousin whats her/his name?

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  4. Her name is Nikki Levengood. The one that I always talk about. She's Abe's daughter, I have too many other cousins so she is the best one for you to tell that to. She will friend you because she friends like everyone, so yeah, That would mean alot to her, and she is the one I have all the pictures with and all so you know what she looks like. Anyway...love you too, and thanks bunches!:) You may want to ass that you are my friend? But idc. Whatever you want.:)

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  5. hahaha oh that made me laugh and it just so happens i already am her friend but i will definitely message her :)or should i post it on her wall? oh idk

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  6. Thank you for doing that!:) She really appreciated that!:) You're the best!:)

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