Wednesday, January 11, 2012

friendships dying and tears worth crying

worst pain ever.

i take them soo soo soo seriously maybe even too much
my best friend just told me im pathetic, in denial, and not to even think about hanging out when he visits :'( it literally kind of broke my heart and its all because i love this one guy but my best friend says he controls me but since im in "denial" i wont admit it so now my best friend wants nothing to do with me and its killing me inside. any advice? because  im all out and devastated :;( hopefully hell want something to do with me by the end of the week or month............if im lucky

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  1. Oh gosh hun. I think he is just having a hard time with "him" because he really likes you, and doesn't want you to get hurt, and he wants you to let go. But you two have different ideas about everything. For one, I think Ben is being kinda unreasonable. I will talk to him, {As me of course, and I won't try and convince, or talk him into not being mad at you, because obviously you can do that, but I will see what he says after I just tell him how amazing my day was because of you, and actin glide I have no idea I know this. I mean, if you don't mind.} And I mean, tavia, too many people love you!!!:) He will forgive you eventually, and I think he will soon realize what he's missing out on when he's not talking to you. But the only thing I guess I could say is maybe the line between friendship and love is too thin. For him. But I mean it is a fine line, I guess just let time take it's toll, and he will talk to you soon. Just don't meant ion Colten in whatever you talk about first. Unless he does of course. Okay, so this probably makes no sense. Sorry. I will talk to you in person darlin'. I am sorry. Things will get better.

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    1. This...yes. I couldn't have said it any better. It'll all work out. (:

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  2. awww sadie thank you i really needed that i love you!

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    1. I will talk to him in a bit...haha, and that's just what friends are for, even though me going back and reading my comment, it makes like o sense, haha...but love you too.:)

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