ive came to a realization.....a sad sad realization alcohol is ruining my life. literally its slowly hurting me more and more. im not sure if i should exactly be saying this but id assume that i can trust my readers (if i even have anymore lately) but im constantly living around alcohol and im ashamed and embarrassed. my friends will always be saying hes drinking again? and all i can say is yeh i guess so. but deep down inside that kills me and i try to look on the bright side and say well at least hes at home and its not hard liquor so he doesnt get drunk and he doesnt slack around the house or anything but at the end of the day it still hurts to constantly see him drinking a damn beer. its also just scary because theres sooo many health issues and i dont want to lose him. especially because of the beer. so as of now im promising myself that i wont ever ever get to where he is. ever. nor marry someone like that i do not want to have my kids in the same position i am. in conclusion.......FUCK you alcohol.
:( I am here to talk to you always, love. I kind of understand, in a way. And I feel like someone is getting in the way of our friendship, and it totally kills me to see that. We need to talk. Anyways. Never forget that I love you. <3
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